tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7064785380691286942012-02-16T18:56:40.821-08:00These are what i did in my lifetime. It is a guidance and memory that will help me to remember my life experiencefootprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.comBlogger181100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-59911064812837396282011-05-22T19:05:00.000-07:002011-05-23T02:45:46.000-07:00曾经喜欢独来独往<br />曾经说过朋友只是过来人<br />曾经说过离开是很平常的<br />曾经说过相聚的时间会常有的<br /><br />这些曾经在昨天想起<br />还有五天就要离开<br />离开的不只地方<br />离开的会是三年关系<br />离开了的相聚，会在几时<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-HFEG_8YNMm8/TdnWu_JL-uI/AAAAAAAAACE/t5XwPpdOveQ/s1600/222482_111898448894160_100002220156516_122668_3371746_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 307px; height: 307px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-HFEG_8YNMm8/TdnWu_JL-uI/AAAAAAAAACE/t5XwPpdOveQ/s200/222482_111898448894160_100002220156516_122668_3371746_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5609750913578957538" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-G7MVWAg8ZdA/TdnWuu6_0PI/AAAAAAAAAB0/pJ5c_6rh7J0/s1600/46479_1546277786128_1510544758_1365909_4944196_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 339px; height: 255px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-G7MVWAg8ZdA/TdnWuu6_0PI/AAAAAAAAAB0/pJ5c_6rh7J0/s200/46479_1546277786128_1510544758_1365909_4944196_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5609750909224472818" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Sc3QhphsJPo/TdnWvLGx69I/AAAAAAAAACM/t-g0rNdXPDs/s1600/199888_10150132865638901_835973900_6499835_4375320_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 406px; height: 267px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Sc3QhphsJPo/TdnWvLGx69I/AAAAAAAAACM/t-g0rNdXPDs/s200/199888_10150132865638901_835973900_6499835_4375320_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5609750916790086610" border="0" /></a><br /><br />进大学的目的-学习，享受<br />虽然都一一做到<br />可是却没有满足感<br /><br />有人问我<br />大学三年了，有什么感想<br />当时的沉默，是怕我太眼浅<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-OrbaeJM3k1Q/TdnWvL2BUmI/AAAAAAAAACU/kNgfNpAGhBQ/s1600/228231_145055078897517_100001790780798_266016_5843444_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 329px; height: 220px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-OrbaeJM3k1Q/TdnWvL2BUmI/AAAAAAAAACU/kNgfNpAGhBQ/s200/228231_145055078897517_100001790780798_266016_5843444_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5609750916988228194" border="0" /></a><br /><br />对大学的感想<br />只能说，凡是要依靠自己<br />学会如何自己完成每一份课业<br />学会自己照顾自己<br />学会自己应付逆境<br />学会自己解压<br />学会了从自己的角度出发<br /><br />对朋友的感想<br />学会了不只做倾听者<br />学会了放下不能挽回的关系<br />学会了把朋友归类<br />学会了包容更多东西<br />学会了不计较<br /><br />曾经有一句话<br />知己不一定要在见面时一大堆话题才显得关系好<br />而是在见面时就算不说话也不会觉得尴尬<br />在这里，我找到了几位<br />却要在几天后离开他们<br />虽然只认识短短的三年<br />甚至是一年前才开始的好朋友关系<br />我每时每刻都在珍惜<br />真的不能想象离开的时候会怎样<br />只希望这五天的时间可以龟速前进<br />让我好好的享受剩下来的美丽时光<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-niKV7INMY0w/TdnWumm305I/AAAAAAAAAB8/HX9Efw5DZRI/s1600/60796_427283119999_651839999_5168021_1155178_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 412px; height: 283px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-niKV7INMY0w/TdnWumm305I/AAAAAAAAAB8/HX9Efw5DZRI/s200/60796_427283119999_651839999_5168021_1155178_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5609750906992579474" border="0" /></a><br /><br />幼稚的我不想说再见<br />成熟的我只想说<br />在下次见面之前<br />珍重<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-5991106481283739628?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-59466605247544809092011-05-19T18:40:00.000-07:002011-05-19T23:19:14.394-07:00倒数八天<br /><br />大学生活渐渐来到尾声<br />这几年的经历，真的不能用短短的一篇上传就能写完<br />在我真正完成大学生涯之前<br />在这里打的一子一笔，是属于我的经历<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">第一学期</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">大学的第一程，是我老爸不眠不休的从雪兰莪驾车把我送上来</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">刚来到一个很陌生的地方，就在接受无穷的折磨</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">那时候的我，非常保护自己</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">每天只会漏出一副黑黑的脸</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">仿佛全世界的人都欠我东西</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">除了和中学的那班朋友会有说有笑以外</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">平时在别人面前，我是一个微笑也没有</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">上课的那段日子，结识了几个同科系的朋友</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">虽然说一起上课，但是脸部表情也是没什么改变</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">依然喜欢独来独往，不受束缚</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">还好有一半不错的学长学姐</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">在我们进来时，都不时带来慰问，搞聚会</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">让我觉得这里还是有留下的理由</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">和第一个室友，他忙他的女友，我忙我的聚会</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">没什么沟通，但至少不会互相摆臭脸了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">我们的友情被功课牵在一起</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">也因为功课，而让我看到，看开更多东西</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">在这一个学期，参加了一个令我改变的活动-MoonFest</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">日子虽然很辛苦，但是有妈妈，苹果，殷丽，队长们的陪伴</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">疯狂的过了一个非常特别的时光</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">半夜赶工，通宵完工，无理胡闹</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">每一分每一秒都过得很有意义</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">好的日子过了，厄运也在这时出现</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">携手举办了宿舍第一届的笔记销售活动</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">途中遇到很多挫折，也认识到我自己是个怎样的人</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">在这个时候，也认识了一个和我共同进退的好老板</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">不管是连夜赶工，还是翘课完工</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">都是他在努力的陪我完成</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">在这时，我认知了这样的他</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">也在这个活动，认识了不少学姐</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">匆忙的学期，眨眼就过了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">接受了新的环境，同时也想念家乡的每一刻</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">第二学期</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">课业上，学会了自己扛起所有工作</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">活动上，学会了扛起责任与后果</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">每个上大学的人，都是一张白白的纸</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">每个人都是在学习的阶段</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">每个人都有自己的作业</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">但不是每个人都有同样的学习能力</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">更不是每个人有逃避的权利</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">为什么懂得多的人，就要多做一些</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">懂得少的人就少做一些</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">根据平衡点，这个原理是不是应该倒转</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">这一切都归于‘态度’这两个字</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">无论什么态度，都能决定人的一生会怎么走</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">这个学期，受的活动打击可不少</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">因为种种原因，笔记销售比预期的差</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">虽然损失了一些金钱，可是却得到了很大的启发</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">最内疚的是，辛苦了和我一起并肩作战的朋友，学姐们</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">真的辛苦你们了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">春节晚宴，虽然得到了一个小组</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">但却得不到他们的的心</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">沟通上出了很多问题，分歧</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">让我看到了很多，很多</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">但是还好是圆满地结束</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">人生第一次卖花的经验</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">也在这学期掀起序幕</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">因为过分的忙于别的活动，所以没能完成我这个小小队长的任务</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">多得我的队友的努力，和主席Amy的包容</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">我才能安然无恙</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">这个学期和室友的话多了耶</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">知道了他的想法，为人</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">日子过得太快</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">有点不可思议</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">第三学期</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">知道有几个学弟学妹会来报到</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">学期开始就忙着筹备聚会</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">可是过后，对朋友开始觉得累了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">很多东西都力不从心</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">学会慢慢放开</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">多得几位朋友，我才有动力去继续上一届留下来的烂摊子</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">所有东西提早筹备，安排好</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">和他们工作，完全不会有压力，每个都互补长短</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">是我大学生涯最美丽的活动之一</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">也从而认识了我是个‘坏人’，认识了一班难得的block C gang</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">万万没想到的是，我既然会开始做一些我很久没做的东西</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">半夜唱K, 半夜去槟城，半夜去吹风</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">好变态咧~不过还挺享受的</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">和你们的经历，终生难忘</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">这一届又卖花了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">最重要的是，从中更了解我日后的好朋友的性格</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">虽然第一学期的出名，认识了你，可是不了解</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">不过这次活动，的确看清了你很多</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">第四学期</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">被笨蛋从宿舍一楼，踢去四楼</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">赤热的房间，想不到也会有人来跟我住</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">二人一房，开始只是我孤独一方</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">之后来了个话少烦恼多的室友</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">虽然经常会在Ex那里过日子</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">但是还是会回房睡觉的~</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">偶尔会和你谈通宵，开始慢慢了解更多的你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">也慢慢觉得这个朋友，值得一交</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">从你身上，看到了很多不满</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">帮不了你什么，只能在口头上加以安慰</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">活动依然是卖花~~卖笔记~~</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">销售部预期的好~~</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">证明我们的努力不是白费的~</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">这学期的cynthia很好动</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Catholic来的是不是都是变态的</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">这句话有人说过给我听</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">是好。。。还是坏。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">哈哈，不管啦，做了算</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">第五学期</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">又有新学弟学妹来咯</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">不过忙的不是我</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">很多东西都不用我管了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">开始慢慢放手</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">开始慢慢关心身边的一切</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">开始认识两位强奸我的小姐</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">开始放肆自己，变得不寻常</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">开始建立一段坚韧的友情</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">很多东西难以在字眼里表达</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">心知就足够了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">第六学期</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">尾声逐渐降临</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">好多东西都必须在这时完成</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">在完成的过程中，和Ex，鸟人的感情更加深了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">那只多拉A梦，更加不用说</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">一起废废，摔跤，无所不谈</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">意想不到的事</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">这学期的一个科目，让我更了解一个人</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">我也不晓得是开心好，还是悲哀好</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">还好有Ex的一句话，凡是对任何人留一点余地</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">我才能慢慢放开，放下</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">天无不散的宴席</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">伤感难免是有啦</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">会不会哭。。。看情况吧</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">天胜</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">认识你三年</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">从你身上学到了我不想学的东西</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">环境逼人之下，不得不学</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">性格太随便</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">有时候真的不知道你在想什么</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">不过最不担心的是你，因为太随便了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">少勇</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">后悔那么迟才了解你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">从第一学期，就想跟你多说一些</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">可是那时的你太封闭了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">不过在接下来的日子</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">的确跟你经历了很多</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">分享了很多</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">很多事情，不是逃避就能解决</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">要学会什么是逃避，什么是放下</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">这两个词虽然在动作上很相似</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">但在意义上，是个很大差别的字眼</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">努力追求你想要的，学会放下不值得你烦恼的事</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">能够认识你，今生无悔</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">泽坤</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">从活动中认识你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">只能说你是好人一位</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">无论什么事，你都会义不容辞</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">可是以后不要再把重任丢给别人然后自己走掉</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">不是每个人都承受得了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Block C gang</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">疯狂一族</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">和你们做过太多疯狂的事</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">金马伦之旅，回味无穷</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">以后有机会，一定要再聚</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Cynthia &amp; Huey Teng</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">你们两个给我的回忆</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">我会永远记得的</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">我不在的日子，记得要好好照顾下一代</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">更要好好照顾自己，处理好自己的压力</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">说笑的日子，一定要保持，无论和谁都好</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">等你们毕业，相聚的时间，由你们来定</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">我这个老人只能祝你们</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">天天开心，学业顺利</span><br /><br />短短的大学生涯<br />要怀念的不是地方<br />而是在那个地方所发生的事故<br />这三年的日子，我会永远记得这段回忆<br />更加会记得在这段时间里<br />走进我人生的人，事<br />所学到的，和所看到的<br />引以为鉴<br /><br />祝<br />前程锦绣<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-5946660524754480909?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-55350689494454407092010-03-09T18:44:00.000-08:002010-03-09T20:16:17.246-08:00真的好久好久没有上传新贴了<br />可是这次的贴，我真的不是很想写<br />但是如果我不写，我一定会后悔为什么没把这些事记下来<br /><br />这些事可能对别人不是什么大不了的事，可是却一直在我脑海里徘徊着<br />在大学里，不是上课，就是生活的烦恼<br />最近才在房里安装了无线上网Ｐ１<br />的却方便了很多，同时也觉得有些后悔<br />听听接下来的故事，你就会明白<br /><br />我发觉上了大学之后，我的脾气越来越糟糕<br />尤其是对一直环绕在我身边的人和事，不断地在对我发出无穷的讨债讯息<br />我在中学时的感觉还很清晰，一大班朋友有说有笑，无论什么时候都不会为我带来恐怖的烦恼<br />在中学时都比较喜欢扮演ｂａｂｙ　ｓｉｔｔｅｒ的角色，到了中六有了‘奶妈’这个名称<br />大学之前，我的脸上从来不会有嫌弃，麻烦，厌倦这几个字在我心里出现<br />朋友约出去玩，没问题，马上出发<br />问功课或作业时，随时奉陪<br />一起温习功课时，非常乐意分享知识和交换意见<br />和他们从来不会烦恼，因为他们都做足准备，当然也有例外的几个咯<br />不过跟着他们，真的半句怨言也不会有<br /><br />到了大学－所谓的大学，就是人生的另一个阶段<br />起初还蛮有趣的，认识不同圈子的人，看透了不同的人的性格<br />可是当来到自己的生活时，真的有点无奈<br />第一个学期时，会常和中六的朋友一起<br />那一段是我在大学里最优哉游哉的时候<br />进入第二和第三个学期，觉得自己应该多和自己科系的人一起混<br />开始时，感觉还好，像是中三中四的上课的感觉<br />每个人都会为自己的课业各自忙，没有任何不依赖的事<br />可是当进入第四学期时，才慢慢有感觉出来了<br />我开始觉得自己被利用的很没价值<br />这句话好像有点伤人，可是我想不到别的字眼来形容了<br />已经三个学期了，基础应该是稳重了，应该说基础应该在中六就已经打好<br />我没想到第四个学期我还要重复很多次之前所学过的东西给我的同学听<br />他们好像真的来大学是混着日子过的，完全没心上课<br />讲师才刚讲完的东西，我会立刻听到同一个问题又再问我<br />既然可以为了一句累，要回房睡觉<br />他的累其实是因为上课的前一晚玩电玩到半夜三更<br />结果回到去时，他既然坐在电脑前面打机，而不是在养精神<br />现在早上起床，就是上网打机<br />当初安装无限上网只是为了方便<br />现在我真的后悔当初装上无线上网<br />一次半次，我还没话可以说，可惜不是<br />我的嫌弃，麻烦，厌倦，就是从这里开始<br />我们明明就是上着同一个科目，都是新生，但我却被视为什么都会的人<br />‘不会’不是一切，不是最大<br />无可否认，有时真的和他们无所不谈，但肯定不是课业<br /><br />之前的我，当被问课业时，会义无反顾地回答<br />因为我知道你们是认真上完课，真的不明白，才发问的问题<br />可是现在的我，却觉得被问问题时，尤其是课业<br />我会很敷衍的回答你们<br /><br />我很想找回我之前的忍耐，宽容<br />不想把这两个人格就这样断送在大学里<br />不然我出了社会，也不晓得会变得怎样<br />也许我不应该怨任何人，只能怨我自己很容易受环境和身边的人的影响<br />可是我所怨的东西，不是为我好，而是为好而做<br />我衷心道歉在这里说了伤害任何人的话，不过希望能明白我的用意<br /><br />过去的我到底去了哪里？我不想要现在的我，好想念过去的我 :(<br />我到底怎样了？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-5535068949445440709?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-80216255804781600072009-11-30T19:48:00.000-08:002009-11-30T22:54:05.311-08:00与朋友无言，可能是因为没有坚固的关系<br />与家人无言，就是面对着很大的沟通考验<br /><br />假期的家里<br />早上每个家庭成员都忙着开始挣钱<br />匆匆忙忙地走出家门，到他们的工作岗位去执行任务<br />下午时间，就只剩一个正在放长假得无聊人在家里无聊<br />利用时间增值自己，充实时间<br />好充实~~<br />傍晚他们回来，也带着在工作时的火药回来<br />一进门口就会发生大爆炸，炸伤了无辜的我<br />姐回来，只会顾着准备出街，要我来帮他告诉爸<br />说她很多次了，这些事自己去告诉他<br />结果十一点都还没回，爸又在那里发那些烂脾气<br />虽说已经听惯，也听腻了，但遭殃的是我们，听得多也只是把我对他的怨恨变本加厉<br />爸的脑袋真的不懂还可以装些什么，他一天不像开点，我也不想跟他多谈<br />老妈更厉害，每天觉得有些是你应该得懂了，应该去做<br />拜托，do not assume others to know what you are thinking<br />assuming will create more misunderstanding<br />what we need is communicate with each other<br />我已经很早就提醒过买一个白板放在厨房，方便交待任何日常工作<br />到最后，什么都没做<br />做错了或没做，就是先骂，也不问问当初有没有交待过<br />我是你的儿子，不是你肚子里的虫<br />其实这些事从很久以前就一直在发生，不过到现在为止都没有改善<br />全都因为家里没有适当的沟通，没沟通导致没交待<br />做事不交待的后果，就是承担代价<br />可是为什么这个代价永远会牵涉到无辜的人<br />难道这就是所谓的一家人<br />我已经开始了我的冷战计划，希望不会有任何差错<br />与家人无言，代价始终难以计算<br /><br /><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">要兼顧新、舊朋友，真的不是那麼的容易<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">人的一生就是如此「新新舊舊」<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">打開電話簿密密麻麻的名字和號碼。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">請問，哪一個是你認真寫下去的？但是到今天你又和多少人在往來？<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">人生本來就是來來往往。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">你搬了新家進了新房有了新工作也有了新朋友。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">你有多少時間能既結交新朋友又和所有的舊朋友保持密切聯繫呢？<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">於是在不知不覺中，你和他們漸漸疏遠。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">也不是刻意疏遠。而是少了聯絡。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">當你一下子結交許多新朋友的時候，你的心被許多「新」占據了。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">但是回頭看看你的舊朋友他們每天仍然在那個老地方活動老時間碰面。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">他們的不變當中有了什麼變化？<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">有！是你！在聚餐時，你總坐的那一張椅子空了！<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">在聊天時你熟悉的笑聲不見了！<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">他們失落了！彼此問「他去了那裡？為什麼不來？」<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">抬起頭遠遠的高廈裡，你去了那裡？<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">請問他們的感覺會好嗎？<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">他們沒變，是你變了啊！他們還在那兒，是你走了啊！<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">「不在同一個世界」，這一句話可以解釋一切。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">老朋友發了不見了，要想：他忙。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">老朋友垮了避不見面，要想：他難。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">如果你不得意，千萬別猜朋友躲你，否則你只可能更孤立。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">如果你很得意，遇到以前的朋友，千萬少談眼前，<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">多談過去，別人才會覺得你念舊。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW">一個失意人能在一群得意人間談笑風生，才是有骨氣！<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:130%;color:maroon;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; color: maroon; font-size: 14pt;" lang="ZH-TW"><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">一個得意人能在一群失意朋友間，讓人想不到他的得意，才是會做人！</span><br /></span></span></b></strong><strong><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 18pt;" lang="ZH-TW">當你<span style="color:blue;"><span style="color: blue;">二十歲的時候，你醒來希望是愛情</span></span>。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 18pt;" lang="ZH-TW">當你<span style="color:darkred;"><span style="color: darkred;">三十歲的時候，你醒來希望是結婚</span></span>。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 18pt;" lang="ZH-TW">當你<span style="color:green;"><span style="color: green;">四十歲的時候，你醒來希望是</span></span><span style="color:maroon;"><span style="color: maroon;">成功</span></span>。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 18pt;" lang="ZH-TW">當你<span style="color:teal;"><span style="color: teal;">五十歲的時候，你醒來希望是</span></span><span style="color:blue;"><span style="color: blue;">富有</span></span>。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 18pt;" lang="ZH-TW">當你<span style="color:navy;"><span style="color: navy;">六十歲的時候，你醒來希望是</span></span><span style="color:fuchsia;"><span style="color: fuchsia;">知足</span></span>。</span></span></b></strong><b><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size: 18pt; font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></span></b><strong><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 18pt;" lang="ZH-TW">當你<span style="color:tomato;"><span style="color: tomato;">七十歲的時候，你醒來希望是</span></span><span style="color:steelblue;"><span style="color: steelblue;">健康</span></span>。<br /></span></span></b></strong><strong><b><span style="font-family:SimSun;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 18pt;" lang="ZH-TW">當你<span style="color:blueviolet;"><span style="color: blueviolet;">八十歲的時候，你只希望能醒</span></span><span style="color:teal;"><span style="color: teal;">過來</span></span>。</span></span></b></strong><br /><br />人往往要做到坚前顾后，的确是很困难的事<br />当做不到的时候，就是两选一， 就会有一方是失意的，有一方是得意的<br />在我的原则里，珍惜眼前所拥有的，努力追求眼前的东西，尽力维持过去的回忆<br />才能给人带来生活的动力，给所有东西，他们存在的意义<br />没有一样事情是没有代价的，只是看你有没有这个能力<br />把这个代价的伤害减至最低<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-8021625580478160007?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-87417668105487425422009-11-07T12:55:00.000-08:002009-11-07T16:15:39.381-08:00今天接近四点就起床了<br />在网上逗留了好几个小时<br />看了很多东西（当然是健康的啦）<br />也想了很多东西（什么都想）<br />更玩了这样东西（达赖喇嘛的性灵测验）<br />得到了这样的答案<br /><br />人生排行榜（重到轻）<br />家庭，事业，<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">爱情</span>，名利，金钱<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">没想过会排名那么高，我始终还是双鱼的</span><br /><br />原来我是用忠诚这个字来形容自己（忠忠直直的下一句是什么？）<br />敌人是可怜的<br />更要命的事，我既然把我自己的人生列为危险<br /><br />最难忘的人-Daniel<br />我<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">认为</span>最真的朋友-友洋<br />和我有相同灵魂的人-ken(without t behind the name)<br />佘生难忘的人-杏银<br /><br />是有一些不可思议啦<br />不过也不能说完全准确<br />很多东西都不在我控制范围之内<br /><br />有些东西想问问路过的人<br />独子（就是家里只有你一个男的）应该有怎样的性格<br />这个问题其实我问过了，也应该知道答案了<br />但却得到很许多人的不认同<br />我应该干脆点<br />我是有个朋友，当然他是个独子<br />曾经和他无所不谈<br />但经过一段时间，他‘改变’很多，还是露出真性格了<br />自私（组作业做完了他的部分，就拍马屁走人）<br />做作（有人会因为换了裤而不能去吃东西的吗？）<br />归根到底，就是少了沟通<br />应该说不懂怎么和他沟通<br />他讲话的语气-吩咐，敷衍，做作<br />根本就是听也听不下去<br />还记得我们第一个学期还会开一个检讨会<br />加长补短自己的过失<br />可是依他现在这种性格，很难坦白<br />只好保持沉默<br />‘保持沉默，可能可以避免伤害<br />但却把彼此的距离拉远了’<br />曾经讲过这句话，没想过现在就在实习着<br />坦白说，我并不是在埋怨<br />只是觉得可惜，可惜这段友谊如此脆弱<br /><br />还有很多考验还在前面等着<br />今天就到此为止<br />有feel再见<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-8741766810548742542?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-61910773092893932012009-11-04T00:03:00.000-08:002009-11-04T01:10:23.918-08:00just did 2 final paper with last minute study<br />the feeling is quite horrible when i walked into exam hall<br />the coming paper is gonna be worse<br />some more my body dunno why just run disorder<br />sick...sick...sick...<br /><br />quite a lot of things happened in this few weeks<br />problems of the projects...<br />frens...<br />coursework...<br /><br />still got a long long way to go<br />luckily i still can stand after all this<br />thanks to something<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-6191077309289393201?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-50948750398749998362009-10-01T06:53:00.000-07:002009-10-01T10:16:22.427-07:00<span style="font-family:verdana;">抉择的时间是时候到了，可是我还不懂</span><span style="font-family:verdana;">该怎么做选择</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />这学期里，终于来到了一个分岔路</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />经过了这个学期，我是时候开始组织一个读书团</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">只有一个人我还在顾虑着是否要不要把他列入名单内</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />他读书还不错吧，做人有尽责</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />就是没那种智慧去实行该做的东西</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />打个比方说</span><span style="font-family:verdana;">，有一个课业</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;">题目有了，内容有了，详情也有了</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />只是需要在网上收集一些资料</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">就只有这个人，东西摆进口了，还需要人帮忙他动他的嘴巴把食物嚼碎</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />问题出现时，当人好心在想办法时，他就只是一味在那里唉声叹</span><span style="font-family:verdana;">气</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />尽快把那话题结束</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;">最好笑的是，当他不能胜任一件事时</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />他的借口真的不是常人所能接受的</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />我在想，我到底还应不应该把他列入读书团里</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />若是以前的我，这种事我根本不须烦恼，我比较随和叻</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />如果不适合，就做hi &amp; bye的朋友啰</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />希望我在学期未完之前，能有一个明智又理智的决心</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />因为这是决定我接下来三个学期的学习心态</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />如果我还是不能打开这个心结和他继续一起念书</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">我真得不能想象我的成绩会变</span><span style="font-family:verdana;">得怎样</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />我自认什么东西都看开了，就只有这个还在深思中</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br />最近收到一位朋友的一通电话<br />才发觉原来这个部落格会对他有那么大的感触</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">起初写这个部落格时，是为了把现实生活中会忘掉的东西记载下来</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />然后把它在现实生活中忘掉<br />我很了解自己</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />当我遇到不开心的事时，真的不用三天的时间，我就已经忘得一干二净了</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />像最近家里发生了一些事，令我尝试了人生第一次的失眠，还失眠了两天</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">让我发现了原来亲情是那么的‘值钱’，是我对亲情有了另外的启发</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />可是到了第三天，真的好像患了失忆症那样，消失在我脑了</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">如果要我想起开部落格之前所发生的不愉快的事，真的会把我考倒</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />所以这个部落格的意义，就是记载我大部分的不愉快，烦恼。。。</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />免得在想使生活中继续缠流下去，也当作是我人生的警惕</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />尽</span><span style="font-family:verdana;">力把不应该的思想改掉，不再犯同样的错误</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />老实说，当那位朋友告诉我我写的内容由点伤到他了<br />我只能说声对不起<br /></span><span style="font-family:verdana;">我真的忘了我写过什么，真的</span><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />不要看我在现实世界看起来好像患了忧郁症的青少年<br />是因为我真的是酷毙了才会这样<br />不值得开心的事就由我的部落格把它们永远寄放在网络里</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />不再带入现实世界</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">有时候看看这些照片，我就会整个人都放松了</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />感觉上我有点像有老伯的性格了<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTatQZv_7I/AAAAAAAAAA0/EKjcDX3EvtI/s1600-h/DSC00112.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTatQZv_7I/AAAAAAAAAA0/EKjcDX3EvtI/s200/DSC00112.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387671525273894834" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTavLjJApI/AAAAAAAAABM/32up71wimZE/s1600-h/DSC00091.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTavLjJApI/AAAAAAAAABM/32up71wimZE/s200/DSC00091.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387671558330843794" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTat41PeVI/AAAAAAAAAA8/c43WfXMEgy0/s1600-h/DSC00096.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTat41PeVI/AAAAAAAAAA8/c43WfXMEgy0/s200/DSC00096.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387671536126622034" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTauQCs8lI/AAAAAAAAABE/DujRdsypD58/s1600-h/DSC00090.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTauQCs8lI/AAAAAAAAABE/DujRdsypD58/s200/DSC00090.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387671542357094994" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">大自然的照片最令我舒服了<br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTdNBDwEFI/AAAAAAAAABc/K8g08Bq31_o/s1600-h/DSC00296.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTdNBDwEFI/AAAAAAAAABc/K8g08Bq31_o/s200/DSC00296.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387674269934162002" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTavhdqkRI/AAAAAAAAABU/AG0I74wM0SY/s1600-h/DSC00294.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SsTavhdqkRI/AAAAAAAAABU/AG0I74wM0SY/s200/DSC00294.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387671564213457170" border="0" /></a><br /><br />这是我在苏邦看夜景时所拍下的，真写意<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' 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class="MsoListBulletCxSpLast"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="color: rgb(157, 53, 17);font-family:Symbol;" ><span style="">·<span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:7;" > </span></span></span><!--[endif]-->Supervise skills</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 10pt;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-7922299295603951358?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-86465515242365782532009-09-06T06:04:00.000-07:002009-09-06T06:22:36.091-07:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-8646551524236578253?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-56747911619655276002009-08-30T06:19:00.000-07:002009-08-30T08:13:42.997-07:00没有被宠坏的小孩，是不是会比较没有脾气呢？<br />我在家里呢，是一个独子，小时候偶尔会对家人发点小脾气<br />但从来对朋友没对任何一位朋友发过任何一点脾气<br />儿时的锻炼，是我对这个世界的事物都看开很多<br />也不能完全说没有脾气，只是从不显示在别人面前<br /><br />但最近，似乎有些是开始改变了我，但这是我不想要这种改变<br />从前，我会对别人的要求，必定会很开心的回应，而且还是心甘情愿的<br />可是最近，我开始变得自私，不想去为任何人着想，对着他们会觉得很累<br />这种性格，我也是最近才发现。。。而且是从大学里掀起的<br />我想了很久，为什么会这样，得到了一个不想得到的答案<br />我也不想把这个答案当成一个借口<br />但这个答案真的令我改变很多<br />往常，就算是朋友在老远叫我出来喝喝茶，真的就算是多远也好，我都会赴约<br />但这次大学的中期假期回到家里，朋友约我出去，我都觉得有点烦了<br />我觉得这种性格真的真的要不得，可是如果在大学里我继续面对下去<br />恐怕会养出一种坏习惯来<br /><br />老朋友们，假期没赴你们任何约的，真是不好意思<br />真的很希望能从你们身上得到一些宝贵的意见<br />我不想因为一点小事，换成一个不能收拾的性格<br />我到底有没有必要变得自私，要坚决断掉这个性格吗<br />我真的想不到<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-5674791161965527600?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-72080983305564739032009-08-06T10:42:00.000-07:002009-08-06T11:13:57.838-07:00惨了！惨了！<br />F2的感觉又在一次回来了<br />一个不读书的小孩，在一次挫败跌入谷底后（最差的一班）<br />才来反省，发奋图强，努力增进自己<br />这种感觉，现在只有一半<br />就是只是挫败，还没反省<br />现在算是陷入沉默期吧...<br />只会对这书发呆，头脑完全不能思考<br />我的灵魂到底有再一次飞去哪里了？？？<br />黄老伯，自己救自己吧 >.<<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-7208098330556473903?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-9220625140270251422009-08-02T06:36:00.000-07:002009-08-02T09:16:10.809-07:00原来很多东西不是你想，就会如你所愿的实现在你面前<br />在必要的时候，学习放开反而是治疗的好方案<br /><br />就在今年的七月三十一日，我又有新的体会<br />我曾想试试拉进每个人的关系<br />但当每个人聚在一起时，我才发觉他们的距离越来越远<br />在那时候，才想起好久好久没有三只动物一起出来玩通宵，谈通宵，癫通宵<br />无意中看了这段话后，终于领悟原来不一定好景常在<br /><br />‘付出真心 才会得到真心<br /> 却也可能伤的彻底<br /> 保持距离 就能保护自己<br /> 却也注定永远寂寞’<br /><br />‘有时候 不是对方不在乎你<br /> 而是你把对方看得太重’<br /><br />这是我常问的问题，也是我到现在为止都得不到答案的问题<br />难道双鱼座除了假幽默为优点，就是不会处理感情事<br />看了这段话后，让我一直觉得犹豫的答案总算有一点明路<br /><br />‘真正的好朋友<br /> 并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题<br /> 而是在一起 就算不说话<br /> 也不会感到尴尬’<br /><br />‘为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人<br /> 为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友<br /> 为你的难过而难过的<br /> 就是那些 该放进心里的人’<br /><br />‘冷漠 有时候并不是无情<br /> 只是一种避免被伤害的工具’<br /><br />说真的，经过那么多深思和观察后<br />才知道原来‘兄弟话在心中’这句话有时候对自己说说<br />就已经觉得足够了<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SnW7qSRbUiI/AAAAAAAAAAc/A9SEtNbvjLo/s1600-h/30102007049.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 192px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LyCeCNJDTv8/SnW7qSRbUiI/AAAAAAAAAAc/A9SEtNbvjLo/s320/30102007049.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365400866215645730" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-922062514027025142?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-38220619016262549042009-07-29T19:16:00.000-07:002009-07-29T20:34:03.226-07:00long time din post anything in my blog<br />the emo guy is back on his track<br />i hope this blog will be my place to jot down my memories of what had happened to me that influence me a lot in my life<br />i remember that someone asked me to sms him all bout my uni life to him after i went to uni, but i din hav a chance to do it...<br />Here it is, this blog will be my personal diary from now on, don feel offended when you see this<br />this is the true of myself and how i feel to the myself only, no others<br /><br />2009年7月23日 星期四 夜深<br /><br />已经是夜深了，刚刚才完成1月2日的日记。才知道原来我已经把很多不愉快的事情堆积了那么久。时间那么长，当然相对遇见的东西也多了很多。<br /><br />回到大学里，就因为一个‘义’字，把自己卷入了一个很错的世界里。一个从上学期延展下来，花了我五千块的活动力。拉时说，到今天为止，我已经完全放弃了这个计划可以拿回的钱。因为我已经对这个计划付出太多，可是不断的波折把我弄得再也没有信心再做下去了。迎春晚宴，更是令我虚度了整个学期的学习过程。每晚不是三四点回房冲凉睡觉，就是直接通宵达旦的赶工。搞得我在大学里和朋友的聚会也泡汤了很多次，更何况是和同房的老友。还好他大量，不然我们同方的关系也不懂得怎样维持下去。<br /><br />新年在中六之后对我来说是一个值得期待的时候，但今年真的逊色很多。跟家人当然不用说啦，跟朋友就。。。最想见的兄弟也没机会在那时候见面。那时我才知道原来我还是怀念已过的热闹气氛，但是真的只能怀念。<br /><br />学期假期的到来，有了一些计划。浮罗交怡岛游记，也是一个令人头痛的旅程，有苦自己知就算了。当然接下来是金保旅程啦，想到可以见见很久不见的老友，心情当然会好点。但见了面之后，反而觉得生疏了。不晓得是他令我感觉到的，还是我自己多心了，他在这里过得很好，不必要人担心，可是总觉得有些事情在困扰着他。既然他不想说，我也不想多问。毕竟我还不懂‘老友’这个字，能不能用在我们两个人的身上。总之，他过得不错，我也没必要过问那么多，再说我自己的事情，也没和他倾诉，免得加重他的烦恼。之后就是突然决定的手术，我也忘了我第一个告诉的是谁，因为我已开始就没打算告诉任何人，免得别人操心。但最后还是让人知道了，还好是动完手术才让他们知道。<br /><br />写到这里，才忽然领悟到，原来是一种东西把我变得那么紧张身边的人-经历，经历的东西越多，就会越想去挽留这种经历。从小到大，虽然很多不开心的事，但是我也不晓得为什么我没为这些事感到伤心难过，反而是悔恨。包括6岁时婆婆去世，小学时表舅去世（那时我最要好的表舅），中学时因癌症去世的姨婆（从小看到我大，教我很多人生道理的，最疼我们的），当时我只觉得自己为什么那时不会珍惜。他们在时，只会做一些气他们的事，去世后，才发觉原来我没为他们做过任何事。三次了，都在他们走后，才回忆起我以前的所作所为是那么的愚蠢，记忆一片片的在脑里闪过，让我觉得我是那么的没用，连为最疼我的人伤心，也不会表达出来。一天到晚只会呆在那里，结果养成了对任何事都起不了劲的习惯。或许是把事情看得太开了，进入了老化思想吧！‘当东西还存在时，你不会注意他对你的一举一动；当他不在了，才会想起原来他在你生活里做了一些已经影响你一生的事了。’这句话，谁人都知道，但从中的意义有多少人会实践？<br /><br />唯一最开心的是每逢假期就约一大班朋友出来喝茶（虽然大部分的人没能出席），和家人一起聚餐，回‘娘家’看看我的小弟（现在不看，恐怕又会错失机会了），然自己补充一下精神。不过除了家人，其他的东西也许不能维持那么久，也许已经开始淡了。所以才希望能用自己能力范围内的一口气，把所有的东西维持到最后，至少能减少以前不会‘珍惜’的内疚感。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-3822061901626254904?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-63127304885212151062009-04-30T22:12:00.000-07:002009-04-30T22:45:14.441-07:00Date: 18<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">th</span> May 2009<br />Time: afternoon<br /> 8.00pm<br />Venue:<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Sentosa</span> Old Town <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Kopitiam</span><br />Occasion: afternoon- movie at anywhere(optional)<br /> 8.00pm-U6A 2006/2007 gathering and farewell with suhan 'ah po'<br /><br />Date: 26th May 2009<br />Time: 8.00am<br />Venue: Catholic High School<br />Occasion: Meeting session with F6 Junior (upper and lower)<br />Agenda: -introduction about the uni or college that you are studying(course, which sem)<br /> -what obstacle that you faced when you are applying any tertiary education<br /> -your experience in anything after F6 life<br /> -what are your advice to them bout the course in uni, F6 subject, when choosing uni<br /><br />The date of meeting them is only can be earlier<br />i hope we have already got some 'benefits' from our senior, we should also do something to benefit them to continue this culture.<br />Pls reply me asap by next week as i need to discuss the time with Pn yap bout the changing of time and date.<br />thank you for your cooperations.<br />see you guys soon:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-6312730488521215106?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-790158094836690452009-04-14T03:10:00.000-07:002009-04-14T03:49:41.413-07:00U6A 2006/2007<br /><br />I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">hav</span> something wanna discuss with you all:<br /><br />1. Since everybody are separated after graduates, the only period we can meet each other is during the tertiary academic holidays. So i would like to state one date where everybody can attend this gathering on that date besides other ocassion, we don seem like have a gathering date for us to meet up..just when it is ask to come out them come out..I suggest that the date that we should set for it is in the mid of may..so, i need your opinion. Either wan to hav it or not.<br /><br />but this is wat i plan for this time...on 16 or 17 <span style="color:#cc6600;">(planned date)</span> of May, i would like to have a mini gathering starting out first in conjunction with our little farewell for su han, the 'lost girl' in the class after graduates who is going to study in Kampar in the coming June. The venue will be at <span style="color:#cc6600;">SS2 Mong Kok Restaurant</span> at <span style="color:#cc6600;">night. </span><span style="color:#000000;">Pls inform me if u are interested to join :) Tq for co-operation ;)</span><br /><br />2. Do you all still remember there was some seniors came back to Catholic and briefed us bout life after F6 either in IPTA or IPTS. i plan to do so for our juniors. i still haven ask Pn. Yap Rio bout it and the date hav to depends on the exam date of the school. Is either in the end of May or in the mid of June after the school break. As usual, suggest me one date i'll tell Pn. Yap bout it on this Friday maybe...<br /><br />That's all for it, feel free to leave any suggest, no matter is telling me don be so 'gepo' or wat, i also can learn something through these suggestions.<br /><br />See you all soon:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-79015809483669045?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-66150677295146627032009-04-13T23:19:00.000-07:002009-04-14T03:09:31.306-07:00What will u look at when u meet a person that u don know for the first time?<br />Face? Attire? Actions?<br /><br />Through my experience, the 3 things that i mentioned up there should be the 3 criteria that i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">hav</span> take note when i met wit someone. There is a lot of real life example when i recall back to the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">frens</span> that i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">hav</span> met.<br /><br />f2 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">frens</span>-they are really good <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">frens</span> of mine, i still remember the sweet memory wit them during school life. Until now i still very very miss them. They don gave me any bad impression during my whole life.<br /><br />f6 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">frens</span>-there are quite a few groups of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">fren</span> in f6. there is one humor group, one <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">frenly</span> group, one study group, one desperate group, one 'gepo' group...but all is in a big family. There are only a few people in these group can be closed frens in it..the only frens who are laugh together from the bottom of our heart, share problems and memory together and so on...<br /><br />Uni frens-well, this is the main point that i wanna talk about. when i first met my roomate, i felt dislike bout him..sry to say that because he and i were giving each other a 'stranger' face and squezz our face like...dunno how to describe..after a few while staying wit him, i really get to know sometimes really cannot judge a book by its cover. He is a very considerable person. He thinks a lot when comes to anything. Although he said he is not good in communication, but in the room, we talked a lot-bout ourselves, others...only one word which bothering him-lazy..<br /><br />There is a fren now in uum where i know him not very well since we met. Just both of us are taking advantage from each other. But somehow i started to feel bored when talking with him and sometimes feels annoying then listen to the voice..i dunno why, but almost everybody in the college notice his voice coming near to them, they will start to keep the environment silent and try not to talk to him or if really wans to talk sure something teasing him coming out..hope i can stay fren until the end of the course..<br /><br />There is one more..i met a fren in uum whereby she has a very disgusting attitude, stubbon face, act cute some more. i never seen a person wit this kind of look b4...vomit..you know wat? when first met wit her, she start to act very pity, seems like everybody must be good to her. Later she did wat she thinks is right without asking for some assure..And then she start to act pity again to ask you what did she do wrongly and keep asking for your advice..whereby the advice already given, yet still continue doing the same thing..no choice to face her cause we r working as a team...some more during our main event of the project..when everybody is busy wit works and duty for the event until no time to go and take their bath...she is the only one who went back and take an hour bath and make up until like a clown. Disgusting when she approach me to ask something after i brief the others..that's why i was runnin' all the time when the event is also running..haha-one advice to all of blog surfer, be a smart person sometime instead of acting blur and destructing something..after the event..worse..when we are having a dinner in a restaurant after our post mortum for the event. my leader ask her to collect money from the member to pay for something..as a secretary, i think he is the one who should memorize all the names of the members besides the leader and ass. leader who are memorizing them...she tend to ask me "who else still haven pay har" wit her face reaching mine very close..then i step back a step wit a leg remain in front to form a distance...but still she din stop doing it..really really disgusting >.<<br /><br />As a whole, in university stage, there are 3 kinds of frens for me<br />1. HI-BYE fren<br />2. working partner...<br />3. closed frens..just a few..<br /><br />one more one more---disgusting fren..>.<<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-6615067729514662703?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-13220889489507075962009-04-13T21:25:00.000-07:002009-04-13T23:15:23.882-07:00It's been a long time putting my blog aside while i was busy with my uni's projects, but it finally comes to an end for this month. Wat i mean is this month..haiz..still going to continue brand new project when i go back to uni...sigh..>.<"(tired)<br /><br />In this several months, i had learn a lot of skills:<br /><br />Skill of being silent when i met somebody who just know how to talk well but when something practical comes to him...i am the one who going to do the practical part..that's why i learn more compare with them..maybe i am wrong..maybe what i saw was not the real person of them..who can prove it to me? Short and sweet-work more than talk is a better way of showing someone's commitment.<br /><br />Another skill is i've learn how to say no to something. It seem not really that effective when i say no although i've already speak out the uncertainty of the mine..sometimes when i say no, i really mean it. But there is some kind of people where they dunno the things and actions that they did really will gonna make somebody feels disgusting..and there is also a kind of people didn't think deeply bout the problem when they are planning an activity. It will just bring about inconvenient or maybe disaster to an activity if the team of people are not wise enough to consider the problem.<br /><br />More thing is learnt how to work with somebody where they think their work is perfect and stubborn to change when they have a chance to change it. So what i did is keep quiet for the moment then just do it by my own..i know this is not good, but when you working with this kind of boastful people, this should be the way.<br /><br />To complete a project<br />-communication is the main problem that should be solve in the very beginning.<br />-don't ever do any assumption to anything that you are not sure, be brave to ask some wise questions to the aged people.<br />-think wide and deep to things that might be trouble the activity where you have to have another plan to overcome the uncertainty and try your best to avoid it cause prevention is better than cure.<br /><span ></span><br />All these not necessary just can use it in projects, it can also be apply in any other occasion-such as frenship, family...<br /><br />That is all for the moment. see you guys soon enough<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-1322088948950707596?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-706478538069128694.post-74874636666316664662009-01-28T11:45:00.000-08:002009-01-28T11:51:40.227-08:00不知不觉已经在大学里过了半年，时间过得算快不快，算慢不慢。不过今年应该是我在踏入成熟的阶段里过得最有意义和最感触的一年，因为它让我看到了很多很多我没见过及在我生活里出现过的回忆。<br /><br />在今年的年头，我开始了我人生中的第一次职业-临时教师。在开始工作之前，花了很多钱去买上班族的服装。当开始的时候，我真的不是很有信心去担任这个职位，因为小时候所遇到的一些事，令我失去了原有的那份对事物的热情和信心。我虽然外表看起来有点酷酷的，但其实我是一个很自卑的人-向来都很羡慕其他人的交际能力和他们的待人处事的方法。无可否认的是我在中六是的确改变了，可是只是提升了我的办事能力，而没加强到我的自信心。第一天进班教书，心里总觉得，我做老师是对的选择吗？会误导别人的孩子吗？经过一段时间的证明，我真的觉得我不是一个做老师的材料，因为我太不坚持了。每次说小孩子做错了一定要处罚，但我做不到。我实在不忍心打别人的孩子，除非他的本性真的是坏的。有时看到他们那天真的样子，真想教教他们变得成熟点，不要这么孩子气。回想起来，如果我这么做，岂不是剥夺了他们童年应有的性格。所以到最后，我还是实行了以前在中学时候我们老师所使用的仁爱教育。这个方法对某些小孩子的确会起一些作用，但像那些爱撒娇（ting feng），爱做作（yan nee），那他没办法的（jonas）。。。都不是一个有效的教学方法。在这个教学的日子里，我认识了很多很会关心别人的同僚（秀贤，朱萍，玉梅，丽芳，安安，爱昵，Cikgu Toy，Miss Tee，Madam Chai，康老师，张老师，廖老师，杨老师， 郑老师，莲蓉老师，宝蝉老师，碧霞，思洁，当然还有最‘照’我的Cikgu Chang和她可爱的孩子Jack），学了很多东西-协办运动会、找资料等等。之后就是打好了和1T及3B班的感情，虽然他们的老师好像不是很喜欢我对他们的学生不够严。最后就是认识了我最疼爱的学生-廖俊航，当他每次伤心的时候，被老师处罚的时候，都会遇上我，经过那么多次的慰问，我们俩的感情就如其他人所谓的父子那样。他都会常常来办公室找我，谈谈他在班上遇到的事。之后就是轮到我常常去找他的时候，问问他有没有遇到不开心的事，或者是想跟我分享的快乐事。还在每个星期六去学校看他跆拳道的练习，所以感情越来越深。<br /><br />在第一学期的学校假期，我答应了朋友-淑芬去帮忙她学校的生活营。因为已经对教书感上了兴趣，所以就爽快地答应了。开始的时候，我所负责的队真的很闷，没有一个人可以站出来做主。就算是队长-侯柏栋，也是如此。这位柏栋先生，和他相处了一阵，已感觉到他的性格和我很像，没自信，领导能力。。。所以在生活营时都特别关照他。不久，我从别人那里打听到他是来自一个破碎的家庭，案情跟我的表弟一样。弄得我更想多点去了解他，看看有什么可以帮得上忙的。他的性格就是那种自己觉得有兴趣的东西，就会不顾那么多，用心地去做，完全没有想他的后果。就像他交朋友的宗旨，只要是位朋友做事就一定在所不辞。可是他却不曾想过那是对还是错，是在帮他还是在害他，纯粹只为了朋友。真的担心他会为了朋友而踏入不归之途。。。在营里，我们的关系真的可以和做兄弟一样的好。当我返回这间学校探望他时，他都会很兴奋的样子。我曾经带过他出街去走走，所有的经费都由我负责，甚至还带他去我家打打机，让他能过得开心点。不过经过那此后，他就很少和我联络了，不晓得他是因为觉得自卑，不配有这样对他的人，所以才减少和我联络呢？还是有了女朋友。。。不过怎么都好，我唯一担心的是，他的本性和性格不要有负面的转变，那我就放心了。千万不要像我的表弟那样，他已经开始变质了。希望他的人生，不要再多出一些不愉快的事，可以成熟的想想，他的责任是什么。那我就可以静静地在他的人生里走出去，不再介入他的生活。<br /><br />至于我教的那位小弟弟呢，相处了将近一年，可是已经开始对他有点失望。在学校里，总觉得他很脆弱，常常被那位班长-靖翔欺负，就算是他在做班长的时候也常常被他欺负。他在做班长的时候神气多咯，常指示人做这个做那个，不可以做这个不可一做那个，因为会弄廖老师生气。但他却没想过这样是对还是错，这样做应该吗？结果在开始的时候很多人都不是很服他，虽然我每次进他们班时都会提点他，但他还是不听。到最后，真的惹廖老师生气了，不但把他的班长领带给拿了下来，还把他换去别班吓吓他。之后他终于整个人改头换面了，不再那么调皮，也没乱乱骂人，更对自己的责任上心多了。他也跟我说他对于没有做班长的事并不觉得伤心，反而更轻松了，也变得听话多了，也会向人家撒娇。但是因为少了在班上的权利，每天给新的班长（靖翔）指指点点，吵架，所以都过得不开心。每次在课前活动之前和下课的时候，都要我去找他谈天。更上一层楼的是，我每个星期六都会抽出早上的时间，去看他的跆拳道练习，甚至还叫我去他家和他一起玩。起初我当然没去啦，因为每天都在学校见面，没必要去他家。记得在学校运动会时，我是负责管理下午班红组的，刚好那小鬼也在红组，所以都和他玩到很开心，还和他拍了很多照片。可是当我要离开学校到大学升学时，他们并没有太伤心也没太不舍得，我才放心去大学，因为我也不想留下伤心给他们。当我在大学里的初始，他会常打电话给我，问我怎样，告诉我在学校发生的事。但我觉得他打来所使用的电话费实在太贵了，所以我跟他说我会每个星期六打一次电话给他，还答应他如果我有回去，就会抽空去看他，去他家陪他玩，读书。不过自从我去了他的家，才看到他原来的样子-爱赌气，霸道，自私，不会为别人着想，弄得身边的人都很困扰，尤其是他妈妈。虽然她妈妈时常说那他没办法，但我觉得总不能有的他那样接下去。所以我尝试找一些能让他们两兄弟一起玩的东西，没想到他们比起之前争得还要厉害。结果在最后一天我真的大骂出来了，说出了他的不对，还说以后都不会去他家。他不但不会伤心，还会发简讯给我跟我说对不起，可是我也猜到那不是他发的。我觉得我也应该付出一点责任，因为是我带东西个他们玩的。不过那次之后，我隔了两个星期才打电话给他，他也没什么的，也不会说想和我谈多几句。小孩就是小孩，我也管不了那么多了，廖妈妈应该知道要怎样教他的孩子，怕的是如果在这样下去的话，他会变得越来越放肆。新的一年，我只想他能过得开心点，坏脾气能改一下，学一学什么是‘珍惜’，不计较。我会回去学校探望我的工作伙伴，当然也会看看我的学生。不过我会试着静悄悄的离开他的记忆里，免得以后有事发生的时候，才来收拾残局。虽然很不舍得，但也要这样做。因为这样做，对谁都好。<br /><br />在这段老师的职业生涯里，学会了很多东西，认是了很多人，甚至朋友。也看到了很多从没看过的人、事，从他们身上得知很多东西。这段日子是我过得最有意义的，值得留念。不过这些一切真的只能留念，要维持还得花功夫，尤其是和学生的关系。经过这段日子，我才更了解我自己是那么的感性，人人都说我爱心泛滥，但我家人却说我爱管闲事。不过怎样都好，只要我觉得那样事是值得做，做了别人会开心，能帮到他们之余，也能令自己开心，那就算是吃亏的事也会做。<br /><br />好了，今天就写到这里，明天就会继续记录我在2008年与朋友和家人一起做的事。晚安J<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/706478538069128694-7487463666631666466?l=footprints-zen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>footprintshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02657814324198869594noreply@blogger.com0